31.3.08
ur life, my lies
im living in a world make up by my lies
my life of lies...

mayb things juz make it impossible for me
im juz a nobody in th nobody world wher nobody will notice me

nah,emo shall not b wif me today
im ok,
im always ok,
i'll always b ok...

o weitian~ o my tian~
im waiting...
tell me when u upload yar hehe=P
balloons @ 3:36 AM

28.3.08
th ''table 11'',th walk away u
which is th real me?
u c my illusion or u c my person?

oh boy, th choices, ur choice!
but im nv ur choice...



no matter how i become
im nv enough to b ur choice
u will nv choose me
or rather u will not even take me as a choice...

why is it tt im not enough for u ?
balloons @ 11:11 AM

24.3.08
im sorry
im really sorry to everyone

i noe im not enough
im sorry for not being enough

someone wrote ''im nobody_nobody is perfect''
but im sorry tt im not perfect
mayb i don even worth to b nobody bahx

im simply juz don even worth to b nobody
but im nobody
so im sorry
for not being enough to b nobody

plz don try to enter
my world of darkness

don share my darkness
don endure my sadness
don indulge in my sorrows
is not good for u...
balloons @ 8:29 PM
一个人的生活过得很好
不要来打扰我一个人的世界
就算这一切只是我的谎言
我也过得很快乐...

im ok,
im always ok,
& i'll always b ok,

&wt: u're a car in th midst of th road,refusing to move on
&mi: u're a car in th midst of th road,without petrol,all u need is someone wif petrol to come for u
&wt: no
&wt: im a car driving at a normal speed,n i enjoy my peaceful journey
&mi: im a car in th midst of th road,my engine had spoilt,i can't move on


o weitian~
here's a msg for u,
u once said walking is better coz u get to c th beautiful scenery around u
but im juz too tired to walk n thers only darkness in my world i can't c any beautiful scenery around me...
o weitian~
thank you for being my soul mate =)
balloons @ 1:37 AM

23.3.08
our ''A'' disease!
th crazy illness tt both of us had
...can it b cured?




our love continues...


we'll try our best to smile!
girl,u r to b loved...
love you!


we r tired,
but we r still smiling
tt makes us who we r

you know, i know
our disease r killing us
but we try our best
so we will b cure...


no one can change th fact that... ... ... ...

''to b continued... by who?''












balloons @ 2:52 PM

20.3.08
why whenever i want to be happy
ther's always something that make me unhappy

难道快乐对我来说那么的遥不可及吗?


some say im in my dream,
others say im in my world of illusions
but they noe tt im juz self deceiving...

dreams tt make up of my lies,
illusion is juz my way of lying to myself

today,when i woke up
i saw a msg,n i went frenster straight away
i saw something simple ther but full of someone's heart(yi ge ren de xin yi)
i smiled...
that is wat make my day
i wan to b happy=)

but whenever i wan to b happy
ther's always something tt make me unhappy...


balloons @ 10:28 AM
借口是一种逃避

不勇敢是一种逃避

如果不勇敢就不会有勇气面对

我们就会选择逃避

而我逃避的方式是自欺欺人

在自欺欺人的日子里

我过得很快乐

所以不要猜穿我的谎言

不要让我不快乐

不要...


th smile on my face seems so fake
but at least i smile
your words,my love
make me suffer
when u play hide-n-seek with me
u enjoy,i suffer

Dont pretend that you dont know me
'Cause thats the worst thing you could do

i hate playing hide-n-seek





balloons @ 1:29 AM

14.3.08
她,

不相信爱情,

不相信自己

他,

太相信爱情,

太相信自己

she's a fool
fooled in her love
filled with her tears

he's a fool
fooled her with love
filled her with tears

she nv wanna trust again
he make her trust once more
but when she start to trust
he is no longer there

maybe, she's just fooled by her fool


他说再见的理由,是她永远找不到答案
balloons @ 10:21 PM

11.3.08
ur way
my path
we will nv meet,will we?

im no angel,
i can nv b good enough for u...
所以我只想自欺欺人

today my heart girl girl is emo too
i juz hope emo-ness won't kill us today

balloons @ 10:43 AM