31.3.08
ur life, my lies
im living in a world make up by my lies
my life of lies...
mayb things juz make it impossible for me
im juz a nobody in th nobody world wher nobody will notice me
nah,emo shall not b wif me today
im ok,
im always ok,
i'll always b ok...
o weitian~ o my tian~
im waiting...
tell me when u upload yar hehe=P
balloons @ 3:36 AMim living in a world make up by my lies
my life of lies...
mayb things juz make it impossible for me
im juz a nobody in th nobody world wher nobody will notice me
nah,emo shall not b wif me today
im ok,
im always ok,
i'll always b ok...
o weitian~ o my tian~
im waiting...
tell me when u upload yar hehe=P
28.3.08
th ''table 11'',th walk away u
which is th real me?u c my illusion or u c my person?
oh boy, th choices, ur choice!but im nv ur choice...
no matter how i become
im nv enough to b ur choice
u will nv choose me
or rather u will not even take me as a choice...
why is it tt im not enough for u ?
24.3.08
im sorry
im really sorry to everyone
i noe im not enough
im sorry for not being enough
someone wrote ''im nobody_nobody is perfect''
but im sorry tt im not perfect
mayb i don even worth to b nobody bahx
im simply juz don even worth to b nobody
but im nobody
so im sorry
for not being enough to b nobody
plz don try to enter
my world of darkness
don share my darkness
don endure my sadness
don indulge in my sorrows
is not good for u...
balloons @ 8:29 PMim really sorry to everyone
i noe im not enough
im sorry for not being enough
someone wrote ''im nobody_nobody is perfect''
but im sorry tt im not perfect
mayb i don even worth to b nobody bahx
im simply juz don even worth to b nobody
but im nobody
so im sorry
for not being enough to b nobody
plz don try to enter
my world of darkness
don share my darkness
don endure my sadness
don indulge in my sorrows
is not good for u...
一个人的生活过得很好
不要来打扰我一个人的世界
就算这一切只是我的谎言
我也过得很快乐...
im ok,
im always ok,
& i'll always b ok,
&wt: u're a car in th midst of th road,refusing to move on
&mi: u're a car in th midst of th road,without petrol,all u need is someone wif petrol to come for u
&wt: no
&wt: im a car driving at a normal speed,n i enjoy my peaceful journey
&mi: im a car in th midst of th road,my engine had spoilt,i can't move on
o weitian~
here's a msg for u,
u once said walking is better coz u get to c th beautiful scenery around u
but im juz too tired to walk n thers only darkness in my world i can't c any beautiful scenery around me...
o weitian~
thank you for being my soul mate =)
balloons @ 1:37 AM不要来打扰我一个人的世界
就算这一切只是我的谎言
我也过得很快乐...
im ok,
im always ok,
& i'll always b ok,
&wt: u're a car in th midst of th road,refusing to move on
&mi: u're a car in th midst of th road,without petrol,all u need is someone wif petrol to come for u
&wt: no
&wt: im a car driving at a normal speed,n i enjoy my peaceful journey
&mi: im a car in th midst of th road,my engine had spoilt,i can't move on
o weitian~
here's a msg for u,
u once said walking is better coz u get to c th beautiful scenery around u
but im juz too tired to walk n thers only darkness in my world i can't c any beautiful scenery around me...
o weitian~
thank you for being my soul mate =)
23.3.08
our ''A'' disease!th crazy illness tt both of us had
...can it b cured?
our love continues...
we'll try our best to smile!
girl,u r to b loved...
love you!
we r tired,
but we r still smiling
tt makes us who we r
you know, i know
our disease r killing us
but we try our best
so we will b cure...
no one can change th fact that... ... ... ...
''to b continued... by who?''
20.3.08
why whenever i want to be happy
ther's always something that make me unhappy
难道快乐对我来说那么的遥不可及吗?
some say im in my dream,
others say im in my world of illusions
but they noe tt im juz self deceiving...
dreams tt make up of my lies,
illusion is juz my way of lying to myself
today,when i woke up
i saw a msg,n i went frenster straight away
i saw something simple ther but full of someone's heart(yi ge ren de xin yi)
i smiled...
that is wat make my day
i wan to b happy=)
but whenever i wan to b happy
ther's always something tt make me unhappy...
balloons @ 10:28 AMther's always something that make me unhappy
难道快乐对我来说那么的遥不可及吗?
some say im in my dream,
others say im in my world of illusions
but they noe tt im juz self deceiving...
dreams tt make up of my lies,
illusion is juz my way of lying to myself
today,when i woke up
i saw a msg,n i went frenster straight away
i saw something simple ther but full of someone's heart(yi ge ren de xin yi)
i smiled...
that is wat make my day
i wan to b happy=)
but whenever i wan to b happy
ther's always something tt make me unhappy...
借口是一种逃避
不勇敢是一种逃避
如果不勇敢就不会有勇气面对
我们就会选择逃避
而我逃避的方式是自欺欺人
在自欺欺人的日子里
我过得很快乐
所以不要猜穿我的谎言
不要让我不快乐
不要...
th smile on my face seems so fake
but at least i smile
your words,my love
make me suffer
when u play hide-n-seek with me
u enjoy,i suffer
Dont pretend that you dont know me
'Cause thats the worst thing you could do
i hate playing hide-n-seek
balloons @ 1:29 AM不勇敢是一种逃避
如果不勇敢就不会有勇气面对
我们就会选择逃避
而我逃避的方式是自欺欺人
在自欺欺人的日子里
我过得很快乐
所以不要猜穿我的谎言
不要让我不快乐
不要...
th smile on my face seems so fake
but at least i smile
your words,my love
make me suffer
when u play hide-n-seek with me
u enjoy,i suffer
Dont pretend that you dont know me
'Cause thats the worst thing you could do
i hate playing hide-n-seek
14.3.08
她,
不相信爱情,
不相信自己
他,
太相信爱情,
太相信自己
she's a fool
fooled in her love
filled with her tears
he's a fool
fooled her with love
filled her with tears
she nv wanna trust again
he make her trust once more
but when she start to trust
he is no longer there
maybe, she's just fooled by her fool
他说再见的理由,是她永远找不到答案
balloons @ 10:21 PM不相信爱情,
不相信自己
他,
太相信爱情,
太相信自己
she's a fool
fooled in her love
filled with her tears
he's a fool
fooled her with love
filled her with tears
she nv wanna trust again
he make her trust once more
but when she start to trust
he is no longer there
maybe, she's just fooled by her fool
他说再见的理由,是她永远找不到答案
11.3.08
ur way
my path
we will nv meet,will we?
im no angel,
i can nv b good enough for u...
所以我只想自欺欺人
today my heart girl girl is emo too
i juz hope emo-ness won't kill us today
balloons @ 10:43 AMmy path
we will nv meet,will we?
im no angel,
i can nv b good enough for u...
所以我只想自欺欺人
today my heart girl girl is emo too
i juz hope emo-ness won't kill us today
9.3.08
我很可笑
when im going to reach th finishing line,
u push me back to th starting point...
balloons @ 5:41 AMwhen im going to reach th finishing line,
u push me back to th starting point...
YOzzz...
th reason y i put tt was
becoz my first half day is zzz de lo
but my later half of th day was quite high hehe=P
anyway im soooooo damn happy coz juz did th online booking for
TH DISNEY ON ICE ticket@sistic
DISNEY ON ICE im coming =P
balloons @ 12:48 AMth reason y i put tt was
becoz my first half day is zzz de lo
but my later half of th day was quite high hehe=P
anyway im soooooo damn happy coz juz did th online booking for
TH DISNEY ON ICE ticket@sistic
DISNEY ON ICE im coming =P
5.3.08
i'll nv fang qi de
but i'll aso won't jia you hehe=P
nickypig, so gan dong when u said u understand LoL!
u r sort of th first person who actually pinpoint it directly de
think mayb u kinda same as me bahx
nickypig, xie xie ni !
balloons @ 3:46 AMbut i'll aso won't jia you hehe=P
nickypig, so gan dong when u said u understand LoL!
u r sort of th first person who actually pinpoint it directly de
think mayb u kinda same as me bahx
nickypig, xie xie ni !
4.3.08
th promise that fly away
th you that walk away
i noe i've been living in my lies
is me who is stupid to deceived myself
but i juz can't get over,can't trust again, can't love again
i said i'll never love again
but never said never
god, give me you but fate brought you away
it's fate, it's destiny, it's life
balloons @ 6:20 AMth you that walk away
i noe i've been living in my lies
is me who is stupid to deceived myself
but i juz can't get over,can't trust again, can't love again
i said i'll never love again
but never said never
god, give me you but fate brought you away
it's fate, it's destiny, it's life
3.3.08
是你离开了我?
还是我放开了你?
2.3.08
LoL...th man hav come again!!thanks to '' ji mo ren'', he make my man thingy back again
WAHAHAHA...MUHAHAHA...YAHAHAHA...=p
today was a mixture of feelings
high n low emotions take turns to fill my day
chat th most wif him today
we went high...low...high...low...silent n back to high
tok abit abt our past...
n i told him tt i've been 3 yrs non-relationship
but guess wat he told me he's 18 yrs non-relationship
LoL...i laugh juz becoz he was th first tt can counter me wif tt
wo bai bai ni =)
today aso went out wif peggie again was lyk quite a normal day
coz we today was neither too high nor too low hehe=p
we r NORMAL today wahahahaha
but girl a msg to u...im sorry...if possible next time can?
tues?wed?thurs?fri?sat?sun?mon?
hope to hear fr u soon =)
someone aso asked me wats my dream
my ans to it is ''i wan me n my frens to b truely happy''
i wan to smile always!
1.3.08
Im no angel_legna on mi
Tis is wat I first noe,
I first heard,
And I first believe
Its been yrs,
Im sure I’ll definitely get better,
The days without u doting me,
I’ve learn how to dote myself
The months without u loving me,
I’ve found ways to love myself
and the yrs without u by my side,
I’ve used to be on my own
After all these time,
I’ve become a lonely soul
without u
But surprisingly,
I feel no lonely
Felt no easy,
But i've been thru em all
by meself
Wif me asking myself
Wat is Sabrina without avern?
And hi guys, tis would b my first post – ‘’first’’ by nobody
Wif me asking myself
Wat is Sabrina without avern?
And hi guys, tis would b my first post – ‘’first’’ by nobody
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